2002-12-01

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ohh ,I'm so tired and ill.

I spent the weekend bar hopping in Pittsburg.

It was fun,but I fear I drank my self sick again last night.

Spent the majority of the day riding in a car and feeling like shit.

Something is horribly wrong with my inards and I find myself getting easily aggitated.

I am in need of a drastic life-altering change.

I also need to learn how to drink responsibly or not at all.

Maybe i will,maybe I won't.

I wish some beautiful fairies would come take me away from it all.

Ease my pain,or smother me with love until I can no longer destroy myself.

time for bed.

9:17 p.m. . by Timm Jumper