2004-09-13
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I suppose I should be used to the fact that everything changes.It just seems nothing has been changing for the better.
I miss everything I loved.
Dosen't seem like I have much of that left,or not the same way.
I read my older entries,and I was looking at pictures tonight,and realized how fucked up it got.
How much I've witdrawn or people have withdrawn,or just grown away.
Optimism is at a low and i'm not even sure why I write in here anymore.
It's not why I started,It used to be fun to go back over old entries and laugh or feel comforting nostalgia.
Now it just depresses the hell out of me.
Fuck!!!!!!!!!!
What the hell am I supposed to do huh?
Will anything comforting in the slightest ever remain?
Will I fuck everything up that dosen't go away by itself.
On a up note,I've been talking to this funny cartoonist/animator who makes the site-sickanimation.com.
He makes me laugh.
I think I want to create more silliness,maybe thats why I'm in such a rut.
I release nothing anymore.
Nite
3:42 a.m. 
by Timm Jumper
