2003-02-08
ouchy
I really don't mean to alarm anyone,but I hurt alot lately.There is this horrible pain in my inards,around my waist area.A sometimes bright sometime dull pain.It hurts when I stand up or sit.I'm afraid my stomache has gone terribly wrong.I've been trying to eat better but I just don't know.
I haven't enough money to really get checked out.
I suppose I could afford a doctors visit,but I fear he would just confirm what I already know and I would need expensive medical care of some sort.
This only makes me feel worse.
I'm doing ok I guess except for this.
I hope I can straighten this out very very soon.It's scary,I'm scared and I don't quite know what to do.
4:00 a.m. 
by Timm Jumper
