2002-10-07
Maybe
I don't know how to do this,or refuse the voices that tell me how,not quite sure.It's yucky and lonely and I just don't like it.
What am I talking about?
I guess everything in general,maybe love,maybe my posistion in life here.
I'm so tired of hiding away,in the basement alone.
I'm tired of being tired of everything.
Maybe I'l let Flavin take over.
He might be insane,but I think he'll cope with things better.Refuse the pain I bring upon myself .Fucking dwelling on shit forever and never letting go,refusing to change a single thing ,yet complaining about everything.
No,I don't think he'd do that.
Maybe I need to leave,maybe I need to let go,maybe,just maybe..........
2:18 a.m. 
by Timm Jumper
